We barely know each other but I miss the attention he gives me. And maybe I only like him because he has an attractive face and he compliments me but for now that’s enough for me. Cupid doesn’t have a bow and arrow anymore so I need him to pull the trigger.
Nothing was the same or how its supposed to be or how I thought it would be. Everything is wrong and out of place and out of order and i never thought I’d be here. But this is how life works apparently, I’ve never mer a single soul whose life went the way they planned it. But I’ve dug myself into a hole that has no exit and i don’t know what to do. I constantly have things to do yet I never get anything done. I’m not as smart as I should be. I used to be so sure in everything I did but lately every decision I make is the wrong one.
“He looked at me and smiled”
“He looked at me and chuckled to himself”
“He looked at me and I saw the future in his eyes”
He. Looked. At. Me. that phrase has been stuck in my head all day
And now I know why. Because he looked at me. He wasn’t my boyfriend but when he was here
he was the only person that wanted to do that. He wanted to look at me. He wanted to see me.
I haven’t had anyone really want to since.
I want someone to look at me. I want to be wanted. I want to be seen
If you pick up a glass vase and slam it on the ground its broken. You can say sorry to the vase but it’s still broken. To fix it you have to pick up every single broken piece of glass (probably cutting yourself in the process) find a glue thats strong enough to hold the glass together but gentle enough to not ruin it, spend the time fitting the puzzle pieces back together and even still nothing you do will ever renew the vase to its orginal form. It might look the same, feel the same, serve the same purpose but it will never be the same.
My mom gave me that metaphor when I was younger and now I know why.
Do yall remember that time from 2008ish-2010ish when it seemed like every damn song had a dance to it? Like..
soulja boy, cupid shuffle, get silly, bird walk, heal toe, lean with it rock with it, Marco Polo and thats just off the top of my head
With his team on spring break, Baylor coach Art Briles will talk football on the opening day of SXSWSports.
The topic is “coaching fast and fearlessly.” Briles bio for SXSW describes him as a “Texas high school football coaching savant turned college offensive genius turned standard-setting visionary for how to reinvent a program.”
Briles will be joined by Kevin Kelley, the high school coach in Arkansas who is known nationally as the guy who never punts.
A year ago, Texas Tech coach Kliff Kingsbury was a featured panelist during the inaugural SXSWSports.
The panel is open to those attending SXSW Interactive.
Check here Friday afternoon and we’ll give you the highlights.